I GOT BACK MY PHONE! YAY~! haha. so happy lor. finally. 1 day without my phone i want die already. now one week leh. i'm surpised i'm still alive~ haha.

okay, serious. i'm so in love with my phone. no more problems. for now lah. =D

i'm so so so so happy. trying to be very happy. but yea, sometimes it's just hard to be happy lah.

oh ya, my headache is getting worst lor. fuck seh. keep having these on-off headaches. they're killing me man. make me dizzy only. blehs!

orange is the new pink!

birthday is crap when you fall sick. more crap when you were the one who say celebrate together and yet saying your budget is 15bucks. and more crap when you say since it's my birthday, i decide. but well, whatever lah. my birthday is over. haha.

other than being sick, my day was quite nice. with my gong gong. so cute. haha. went to esplanade de roof top. haha. very nice scenary. took some pics and went to sizzler to eat. haha. funny lor the manager. keep smiling one. haha.

i had grilled salmon and swiss chicken, my gong gong had dory fillet and some chicken thingy. haha. walked around after that.

went home and got really sick. had high fever. 39.2degree. sis forced me to the doc. spent 79bucks there lor. so bloody expensive. the doc was seriously very unprofessional. VERY! then went home, took my med and went to sleep.

skip 2 days of sch. haha.and seriously i think the med the doc give doesnt help much. i'm still feeling very sick. i'm still coughing. i dont have my voice back. i dont feel well. and i'm having a very bad headache now. so it's time to go. haha. byebye my blog.

yay~ happy birthday to me~! tsk tsk. thanks everyone who remembers my birthday. i appreciate it. love you guys so much. =D hehe.

also, thanks for the early greetings~ =)

i love my bunnies so much. i cant say buns now. cause scott say buns = butt! duhhhhh. blehs. stupid scott. all his fault lah. haha!

bathed mochi just now. such tough job. bathing flip tomorrow. hope he's easier to manage.

secret garden tomorrow. hopefully lah. dont feel like celebrating my birthday at the same location as last year. ahhh. dont know lah.

damn flu and cough. =(

i will be happy tomorrow. at least i wish it to be. tsk tsk.

haha. i'm so bored lor.

to my gong gong:

only when you're sround, i feel brave and daring enough to face the world.

only when you're around, i'm happy.

only when you're around, i feel glad.

only with you with me then will i feel protected.

i will protect you for as long as i can.

i will not break my promise unlike you. blehs.

so...

you better treat me well.

you better treat me good.

you better give me all you can.

you better love me more! =D

i love you so much.

i love to bite you.

i love to hug you.

i love to kiss you.

i love to slap you.

i love to kick you.

i love to bash you.

so why do you love me so much? haha.

i love you anyway my darling. =D

bought butter today. not those for bread all those hor! is those you apply on your body. haha. didnt expect it to be so nice smelling at first but yea, it turns out smell NICE~ yay!

aites, elvis' such a nut head. =x HAHA.

ate at causeway again. had korean food again. the spicy pork set. omg. i'm so addicted! haha.

i saw caseline~ haha. but she didnt see me. =( sad lah. wanted to talk to her but she with a guy. i wonder who he is. tsk tsk.

my phone is down for servicing. which means i cant use it for two days!!! i can only take it back on mon!!! omg. so sad right? =( but never mind. i'll get to take plenty of pictures once i get my phone back. =D

i've changed my mind as in what i want for my birthday. i want a laptop and a dog, (scott, hopefully you get my hint~ =D ) and white and black roses, a puma orange shoulder bag, the adicolour white series limited edition sweater, adicolour yellow series - mr happy sneakers, one glittery kinda nail polish, some facial mask, a treat to marche. erm, that's all about it for now i guess. wahaha. but i bet i will get none. =( haha.

i'm so bored lor. tried to catch berry back into his cage. but somehow he managed to escape every time. bleks.

almost finished our financial project. STRESS LOR! lost the file once. then must redo. suay can? haha.

ate at causeway point. so nice lor the korean food. but still, it's not enough to fill me. =(

aites, i miss my boyfriend. i was thinking, since i won some money, should i bring his sis out to play? haha. i'm so nice right? yea i know i'm nice. so so nice. =)

weelong is so funny lor. and LAME. teddy geiger is so cute! wahaha. he's my guy lah. tsk tsk. =D

anyway ziyong say he saw someone who looked super like me. okay, i know this is bad english but yea, so cool lor. i hope i see my look-alike soon. i'm awaiting~ haha. =)

i'm in school. i'm so bored. haha. i miss playing with my bunny and the cat. i shall name the cat gong gong since she's so gong gong. =D so gong gong. so cute lor. i'm so into world cup now. WORLD CUP CRAZE~!! yay~!

watch R.V. on mon. haha. quite funny. and lame.
crying is cheating. but i love to cheat. tsk tsk.

bet draw-home, away-home for switzerland.
and yay~ we lost. haha.

yest went to do project. den went to bet again. haha.
we won home-home for germs, lost for pick the score. but lucky overall got win. haha.
i hate ecuador. i see them play i feel like killing them lor.
arghh. make me lose money. haha.

he stayed out at my house today.
went to his house. played with his cat.
apparently, she was fierce too.
so now, i REALLY prefer dogs, rabbits or whatever animals without extractable claws.

went to compass point with his sis + bro. cute lah the siblings. i love them not him.
i felt like a mom today. haha.

i was happy. but i'm sad now. BOO~

sometimes i just feel so lost. sometimes i really dont understand what you're trying to do. sometimes i just wan some reassurance from you. even if it's something little. even if it's just a hug. even if it's nothing big. it's just you that i want and i need.

all i can to is wait. wait, and continue waiting.

now i dont even know what i want. i really dont know. you make me fall in and out of love with you. blah blah blah. i dont know what i'm talking.

but well, scott's my new best friend! =D haha.

all right, i've thought of what i want during my birthday. i just want a kiss from everyone. wahaha. =)

i love it when a guy confess his love to a girl. especially when the guy will blush. i missed that moment.

green contacts lens. woohoo~

having my princess' dreams. thinking of my future home, my future car, my future husband. will him be you?

but sometimes things really dont happen the way you want things to. lalala. everytime i hear those oldies, i feel happy. dont know why. i wonder what's really wrong with me sometimes. why i do certain things, why i say certain things, why i do certain stuff, why i do certain actions.

i think if i were a princess, i'll be the most irritating, most annoying kinda princess. but then, i'll also be the cutest and prettiest princess. tsk tsk. =))

i hate it when ppl say i've changed alot when i didnt. stupid people.

oh ya, if anyone calls you a bimbo or insult you in any way, simply smile and reply ' so are you.' that's the simplest way to solve a prob. haha. =D

he's at his chalet. no matter how much i feel like going, i still feel that it's too weird for me to be there. so i might as well stay home and enjoy 'MY' laptop's companion. haha. i think i'd seriously die if i did have a laptop. it will seriously mess up my life(like now) and i'd soon be hoping everything will go back to normal once i throw this laptop out of my window, down 11storeys. wahaha. and after doing this, mr andrew/paglar ( i dont know which is your surname!!) will happily cut pretty me into small slices for his dog. oh, sad right? haha. but that is provided that you can kill me without anyone realising it. haha.

when a friend treats/cares for you more than your very own beloved boyfriend, maybe it's time to give some thoughts about it.

if you love someone, just tell him/her. dare to love, dare to hate~ diana's philosophy. =)

girl : why do you do all these things to me?
boy : because i love you. that's all you need to know.

i'm cute, i'm pretty, i'm something! right? tsk tsk.

headache and cold is killing me. i hate sneezing!

saw huifang and yurong today. so coincidence lor. the world's so small. haha.

I SERIOUSLY HATE THUNDER. arghhhhh. big BOO!!! bleks.

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what

sometimes i like people to call me silly. haha. silly but just nice. haha.

i was really wrong about you. completely wrong about you. thought you were a gentleman. but well i was WRONG! wtf is wrong with you lor. i talk to you nicely then you give me attitude. wth you want?

anyway i missed the project meeting yest. was BUSY!

i hate projects thoroughly.

aites, i'm having a damn damn damn headache.

anyway samsung laptop is quite nice to use lah. but than a bit fat and heavy. haha. okay lah, not fat lah. quite slim but still, it's heavy.

went to yishun. and now then i know that there's a 24 hour shop and save their. haha.

thank you scott. thank you very much. you're so nice. but it'll be better if you could give me your dog so that i dont have to dognap it. =) hehes.

sometimes i wonder what am i to others. just someone to make use of or simply just nothing in their heart.

i just need some reassurance. but i know i'm pretty. haha. =P

the sky overcast and rained on me. i'm super depressed now. yw reminded me of her.

'u wouldnt even recognise me as a friend on the street. u know how hurt i was?i made a mistake falling in luv wif u. i nvr wanted it to turn out this way. could "hi" was made so difficult? do u still remember the times we had fun together? does it all mean nth to u now? have u really nvr felt anything 4 me? i din wan to fall head over heels 4 u. so im quiting now... but im afriad i cant. my heart leads my brain now.. the satr u gave me. i treasured it. i bring ti everywhere wif me. to sch. to the examination centre. to work. i even slp beside it. but the tears i shed for u were still not worth shit. i am still a nobody to u. and in the end it doesnt even matter i had to fall to lose it all i had to lose u in the end. i cant keep on running like this. i cant do it. u used to run wif me. i fell. u ran off. now when i have climbed up. i cant find u. when i have finally found u, uve already found another to keep on running wif u... '

reading this just hurts so bad. everything was so fine when i just knew you. but things changed, i was shaken.

i was wrong. i admit i didnt know how to handle it well. and i'm damn regretful now. would things have changed if i had shown a lil' more concern to you and paid more attention to your nick? fuck.

i'm tired. tired of guessing why you did it. the least you could do is let us know what you were facing. but thank you so much for keeping the star i gave you.

things that need to be done :
- go mandai cementary
- go court
- go do projects

it's horrible to feel this way.

i would have fallen for you had not things turn out this way. i would have fallen for you if my friends didnt reacted this way. i would have fallen for you if i wasnt shaken. i would have fallen for you had my friends be more understanding. i would. i'm sure i'd. had i have more time and advices, i wouldnt have acted the way i did. i would have been fair to you and me.

i would have been a 100% lesbian. i wish i was. but least i met someone who treats me well enough. i'll show him to you soon aites? please give me your blessings.

i realised i still misses you. you were important to me. but all you had to do is lie abit and everything's gone. i dont blame you and neither do i have the right to. but i just hope that you've made the right choice. you'll never be forgotton.

pink roses are all that i can give to you.

we could have talk things out, but i'm better at typing.





darling, thank you so much today. i enjoyed myself today. i love you.

bitch.

mochi is super agitated and we dont know what to do. arghH!!

i hate projects~ bleh.

the poor thing which was super aggressive tryin to get out of the place. it even clib up the grill when one security guard tried to catch it. it even scratch a girl who tried to touch it.
















see the sad face? *wu nai~ haha.















our zhan li ping~ haha. so fun~ =D

oh ya, she's the man is so so so NICE!! please watch it if you can! you wouldnt regret it lor. haha. i bought lip gloss. then i found out that watsons was sell it at a cheaper price. duhhs.

aites, i'm so scared of business communication tomorrow. all the best to me. haha.

two more days. i'm so happy~ hehe. =D

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH MY DARLING! I LOVE YOU~ hehes.

for all those who doesnt know, my cute boyfriend bought me the hp i gian very long le. 6280!!! tsk tsk. so sweet right? like me. no wonder he's my bf. haha.

i swear i'll bite u back three times if you care bite me. blehs.

darling, darling, darling, darling, darling.
tomorrow i send you my picture k? muz keep all hor!! haha.
read this call me. tsk tsk.
i miss you~

suddenly i just miss you so much. please end work quickly and keep me accompany!!! hehe.

i'm waiting for 10th to come. hehe. i dont need anything from you darling. i just want you here with me. =D

i bought tidbits for my buns. ahahha. i feel so happy! tsk tsk.

went for my blood test. it was boring. but good thing i got my mc. if not i'll be so dead! haha. thanks scott and farhan for keeping me accompany with ya msges.

the person who took my blood was an NUS serving his internship i think. so cute lor. he's scared i think. but lucky it wasnt tat girl who look super inexperienced. he took quite alot of my blood today. blehs.

saw 4 super xiang qing xiang ai buns. SO CUTE CAN? i wanna dognap his dog. you know who you are! haha.

saw this super cute guy wearing a super style shirt. he was sick i guess. on the way back from the doc. saw his many many medicine. haha. but most importantly, he was wearing a ORANGE ADIDAS WATCH!!! bah~ i want to buy it liao lah. so jealous. why do you have to let me see it at this moment?

sometimes, i just want to love and be loved.

i touched fei fei just now. so happy~ haha.

i guess nothing matters as much other than you yourself eh? i'm giving up. i really dont have the energy to care so much.

sis's at eskibar now! arghHHHHH! not fair! i shall go there someday. so there's no one to talk to me today. blehs!

31st may:

fiona was upset over somethings. but yea, hope she's fine right now. accompanied her to the arcade. haha. so fun. it's been like long since i've go to arcades. time crisis is fun lah!! haha. played lots of games. den catch alot of sweets lor. haha. took neoprints. 10 person squeeze one machine. tough know? especially with cs being the spoiler. =x haha.

i think i'm good. cause i sorta forced moses and yurong to take neoprint with us! haha.






i think i'm going to fail ip net. boo.






i've thought alot. but yea, guess i'm still used to keep everything to myself.






cars and bikes speeding. birds flying. humans rushing. sometimes we just have to take it slow.

i keep forgetting what i wanna do. boo.

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